Time to grow up

People are vile sometimes. They are nasty and aggressive and hateful and I don’t need them in my life. I’ve had enough people be horrible to me over the years without people who claim to be friends turning against me. Negative people who just take take take and periodically hurl abuse when they feel like it. People who think being nice to someone is just pandering to them.

Apparently I’m a soft touch. I give people too many chances. They say they want to punch me, I feel bad for upsetting them. Which I didn’t even intend to do. Yeah, I AM a fucking soft touch. Wtf is wrong with me?! Someone says they want to punch me, then that means they are not a good person and there is absolutely no way I should ever let them anywhere near me, let alone become involved in my life.

So here we go. No more of this. No more letting people treat me however they want. If someone treats me badly then I’m simply going to walk away from them. I’m not a bad person and I don’t deserve to be treated like one. I am a good friend.
I’m writing it here so that I have a record of this. It’s not any sort of mantra, but it’s here to remind me – I’m taking back control of my life.

To everyone who’s treated me like shit – FUCK YOU.

July 3, 2011. Uncategorized.